Given that I don't know you and have never heard anything... I will try to give you a different perspective on the matter
orlando wrote:Let me give you some examples: in 2007 I prepared Nocturne op.9 n2 but the C notes brought to the recital went all well, Tristezza, Summertime all went well (I started in October 2004 at age 54)
It strikes me that you say "All went well" in the sense that nocturnes are diploma pieces, so being able to propose these pieces credibly after only 3 years of study is not for everyone, but it doesn't mean you might not be capable of doing so.
Therefore, in this regard, I would like to know what "All went well" refers to: the emotional aspect, the note accuracy, musically, in relation to your interpretation of the piece, etc.
orlando wrote:my first teacher leaves and a new teacher arrives, after some time he tells me to start Hanon (I didn't know what it was) then he tells me that I don't know how to read...
I stopped some time later in early 2009.
I am very sorry you stopped, and especially the fact that perhaps a change in teaching methodology may have played a part. In my experience, the main problem for many students is "solfeggio," in quotes because I am referring to the term in a broad sense and to everything surrounding reading and interpretation: note reading, rhythm, agogics, dynamics, etc.
Obviously, I don't know if this is your case... so I can only base myself on the "judgment" you reported between the lines of your two former teachers. The second one found problems with solfeggio and hand "positioning." For example, Hanon is often used at the beginning to instill rhythmic "regularity" and a certain level of finger agility because, in that specific case, the difficulty of reading is removed and one can concentrate solely on piano gestures.
Hanon yes, Hanon no—I have always been conflicted despite being made to adopt it in my youth... from my point of view, it depends on the student. Can you post a video where we can observe you at work? Even a digital camera is enough, just to see... if we really can't hear perfectly, I'm not asking for a studio recording... eh
orlando wrote:Now my difficulty is exercises yes or exercises no
If by exercises you mean technique or studies, I doubt that anyone does none... the point is how, not whether to do them or not.
orlando wrote:i would like to study Chopin, Mozart..... but I have the impression of not being up to it???
At this stage, I don't know if it is a problem of self-esteem or something else; there are certainly pieces that are technically easier or more complex in the repertoire of Mozart and Chopin; a starting point could be the "My first..." collections.
orlando wrote:For light music I don't complain, but for the reason mentioned I am neglecting classical.
If it is a matter of taste, that's one thing; if it is a fallback, that's another.
Ultimately, if I were you, I would turn to a new teacher so as to receive a third opinion. If another highlights the same deficiencies as the previous one, then it may be that the first was too "understanding"... if instead they find no problems, the previous teacher might be one of many poor frustrated people out there.
Where are you from?... even privately, just to eventually direct you toward someone trustworthy.