CromaDiBrera wrote:P.S. Regarding your example about reading the book: a couple of years ago I had the opportunity to compose music for a theatrical performance on the theme "the Passion of Christ"; well, you won't believe it, but I went and reread the Gospel... [...]
Objection, Your Honor: irrelevant! I was talking about reading a book that explains music, not the subject matter; perhaps I explained myself poorly. What I mean is: even if you know Lenau's Don Juan, it doesn't mean Richard Strauss's music will sound better to you. You will simply understand its reasons more clearly.
As for your previous post, I agree with you: curiosity and the desire to understand are fundamental and, don't think otherwise, what I do—namely conducting—is nothing more than proposing to the audience what I think? I hope? I have understood, at least in part, through study, dedication, and continuous research. Of course, I didn't want to trivialize the discussion by stopping at "I don't like it" as the first and only approach/response to something new, heaven forbid! However, and you will recognize this, there is a limit beyond which even dissecting the most hidden secrets of something won't take away the feeling that that thing does not belong to you.
I—and many around here know it—do not like Schönberg's music at all, for example. I am speaking primarily of serial Schönberg, although I am not crazy about his other works either. Well, a few years ago, for a competition, I had to prepare an extremely complicated piece, albeit short, namely Musikbegleitung für eine lichtspielszene (Accompanying music for a film scene), for large orchestra. I had never heard it before and I obtained a recording. I didn't like it at all, but I wanted to study it thoroughly. I reached the point where I could almost have rewritten it; every note had its meaning, every interval found its reason for being in the next one, or in the previous one, of which it was an inversion, a retrograde, etc. etc... in short, I knew it by heart and, regardless of the competition, it was work that helped me immensely in understanding a compositional technique that I only knew theoretically. But that piece continued to not please me at all, not at all, even though many things had changed from my first listening to my condition after a couple of months of study.
I do this continuously; I don't stop myself either and, specifically with Schönberg, I never stop trying to understand him, even if I don't hope that sooner or later I will like it—I think I have resigned myself to that—but I would like to have at least a little less "ethical" perplexity regarding him, since it is the ethical premise of his music that I do not share, even before the sonic result.
Music passes through the ears, whether one likes it or not, just as visual art passes through the eyes. One can explain to you what Guernica represents (which I adore, before you think I don't even like that...), but if aesthetically you do not like that painting, even knowing the reasons behind the idea, you will not be able to change your opinion about it...