Hello everyone, students, Teachers, amateurs and professionals.. Today I noticed a particular detail about myself. When I find myself alone (it always happens when I am alone) and reflect on the emotions that have been overwhelming me lately (loneliness, anxiety, anger but also joy), the first thing I connect them to are words, not notes/sounds.
It is very difficult to explain this, but.. how should I say, most of the time, I almost feel like writing a poem rather than sitting at the piano and transforming them into a musical idea. Why? Do you also experience these moments? What is your first form of "emotional expression"?
Trying to perform a self-diagnosis, I tried to make two hypotheses:
1: I think that I tend to associate emotions with words first because it is what I have studied for much longer than music (which I only restarted a year ago)
2: those whom we call musical "geniuses" have the gift of directly associating music with their emotions, and then moving on to words. (obviously only the great composers from the 1800s onwards; I find that previous music neglects emotions a little in favor of an accurate search for "musical perfection", a very subjective observation)
What do you think about all this? I hope someone can make sense of it, thanks