Thank you for sharing the beautiful memory of your teacher, Paolo.
Sometimes it can be decisive to meet the right people who know how to value our talents.
I thank you for the precious advice.
I will take the opportunity to ask one last question. And also a small curiosity.
The question:
I am not an expert in conservatory programs. I believe there is a pre-academic period of 5 or more years, then an academic period of 3, and a two-year "specialization." All this to obtain a diploma that is equivalent to a degree in another field.
In all these many years of conservatory, one must pass exams related to various subjects/courses. Exams in theory, harmony, music history, composition, solfeggio, accompaniment, and various other subjects that I cannot even imagine.
These are, however, "theoretical" subjects.
But, in the case of our instrument, what are the conservatory subjects that draw from piano practice? That is, which are those subjects/courses where there is a teacher who teaches you and then shows you how to "put your hands" on the piano? Who knows... fundamentals of piano technique...?
Finally, the curiosity:
I am addressing this mainly to those who have done or still do concert activities. And, to a lesser extent, public performances.
The thing that in some ways "unsettles" me about piano concert activity is that it is imperative not to make mistakes. There are some old videos online of renowned pianists (for example, Cortot) in which one can appreciate some small imprecision. But this seems unacceptable to me for today's performances. I believe that if a Lang Lang were to miss a note or have a memory lapse... he would have gambled away his reputation.
All of this is, in some ways, "unnatural."
It is not even a matter of study, preparation, application, or talent. You can practice 24 hours a day, but if you perform concerts for years and years, the time comes when you freeze up. To err is human. Errors are expected in all human activities. Even a cardiac surgeon who makes a small mistake can remedy it. An engineer can revise a project. A sprinter who misses the start tries again at the next Olympics.
Staying within the musical realm, an orchestra member who makes a small imperfection can "get away with it" because their instrument is "covered" by the others. Perhaps they will pay the price among professionals, but the audience will not notice.
But for a soloist, for a pianist, error is not contemplated. That is why many pianists today seem like machines to me.
And I cannot fathom how one can handle the tension of having to always be "perfect"... on every occasion.
Besides talent and technique, a top-level pianist must also have an "iron head"... and a good dose of luck.
My teacher used to tell me (though I don't know if it is true) that this obsessive search for perfection, this maniacal and totalizing symbiosis with the instrument, has led some concert performers (he mentioned the name of a living concert pianist) to alienate themselves a bit from everything else.