lidevosvuotare27, you started well, and now you've burned yourself out in an instant.
The problem is not in the substance but in the form, in the way you expressed your thought.
Those who know me know that I am not very diplomatic, but what some users wrote to you isn't actually that scandalous,
I don't mean especially the reference to a way of making music (composing in this case) which, yes, can be misunderstood, and on this I partly agree with you, defining it as an outdated "model", using as a point for "reflection" the fact that nowadays writing in a certain style (and if this is what was precisely and clearly intended, those who replied to you are not entirely wrong) is a bit outdated, if the result (not the goal one sets for oneself) is to re-propose a model we already know.
I also don't agree with the fact that the phrase "if someone composes in such a way that the works are a poor copy of what Mozart did, etc..." is used all too often, just as an example, because it's not necessarily true; one can also compose without taking (even if one may be partly influenced by it or not, more or less) one or more model composers, and still do what they like and feel, without thereby defining oneself (when it happens) as someone who has a personal style that does not refer to anyone in particular, because it is nonetheless difficult—not impossible, but difficult—to be immune to everything, even unconsciously. That being said, think about what would have happened if someone had replied to you the way some replied to me in another forum a few years ago, even saying that what I wrote (and still write, I think) made no sense, that in the hierarchy of those who said it, it was in last place after music (defined by him as) beautiful and ugly.
It is inevitable that now someone (workshops aside) will ask you to let them listen to something, because when one starts from certain premises, diplomacy fades slightly and a bit of "impatience" takes over.
I repeat, I am not saying this to justify you, nor the others; everyone has their reasons for asserting certain things, but the main question that could be asked now is: why are advice sought, perhaps approaching in an empathetic and calm way, if then as soon as someone begins—not to offend, but to give their opinion without it being law or the only way to see and understand things—this impatience enters the play and, in part, nervousness is noticeable? Then either one starts off angry and asserts things they believe in, even if clashing with everyone, or it's "not worth it" to start out "docile" and then reveal such a firm position.
Until a few years ago, I didn't have much sympathy for rules; this was also due to people I met in my "extremely long" journey, which isn't even really a musical journey,
people who, unlike others who showed passion and a lack of prejudice, or at least ideas that weren't too rooted and personal, based themselves, somewhat as you say, on some notions and nothing more, perhaps speaking based on something they were taught but did not deepen, remaining convinced of such assertions, ideas, preconceptions, idealisms, etc. Then even after some blows, I felt an increasing need to understand, which is increasingly difficult because the right moment has passed, and you feel it, but that doesn't mean for this reason I won't write how I feel like writing; I do so, however, with the care of trying to contemplate personal need with a minimum of technical concreteness, as much as I can.
Look, I don't care if I am told it is sad to write in a way that other composers have already brought to the highest levels, it's clear that whether now or forever, I cannot and will not be able to; this doesn't mean one settles, but that this is what they feel like doing, so I understand what you mean, and what many mean, except that in some people reasoning prevails, in others instinct (which annoys many), then there is personal experience, one's own life path, and these are things that influence everything one thinks, says, and does.
As far as I am concerned, the most difficult thing, even if some things perhaps will never be known, because for many reasons, if you cannot improve, you will not be able to know if you would have been capable of doing something or not, doing it well or not, making a masterpiece or not, is accepting one's own limits; I am someone who accepted them upfront, and this means that as I was saying a moment ago, I will never know where I could have reached; the only awareness I have is that I cannot study as I would like, and time stretches in an impressive way compared to those who can and are able; mine is not a complaint, it is a fact because I live my life and I know how it is, others"
they have theirs.