"...thus we spend hours and hours looking into each other's eyes... I remember a dream I had in my youth: it seemed to me that Shakespeare was still alive and that I was actually speaking to him; the impression I carried away from it was unforgettable and transformed into the desire to see Beethoven as well (he too already dead). Something similar must be happening in this dear man when he has me with him.".
1) Ludwig of Bavaria sets his sights on Wagner for now;
2) Wagner tries to understand why and assumes it is because he (Wagner) is a myth, a bit like Shakespeare and Beethoven;
3) and remembers how much satisfaction the dream in which he met Shakespeare gave him...
Hence my sentences. Ludwig was a homosexual mythomaniac, Wagner enjoyed being adored with pleasure, and for payment, and was so egocentric as to justify the thing (the adoration) as normal, since he himself adored Shakespeare and Beethoven